Welp, now that major project is over. These are all my important posts with cryptically snarky titles. Look at my personal journey, aren’t I just a treat?
Field Notes on Homo sapiens
- The world exists to make your day a good one
- In high school, people care way too much
- The man on the right
- I’m amazed by people
- Human nature
- Everyone plays a role in my life
- You make my life so easy
- Family dynamics
- When does a stranger become a friend?
- Everyone changes and that’s okay
- People notice when there’s something wrong
- Feelings to Words translator
- Compatibility and impressions
- There’s love all around us
- This one time, I graduated
- If I don’t write this down, I’ll forget
- Saying goodbye was pretty easy, it’s the dust that bothers me
- If love is all I’m living for, I don’t want to live
- The things you think don’t matter always do
- Getting to know humans is the bomb
- Makin’ friends is mad hard, yo
- Life goes on without me
- Pathos out the wazoo
- We separate then rejoin like a paramecium but with more feeling
- If it’s people we want, why don’t we take them?
- Christmas never felt so at home
- The quiet things no one has to know
- A car crash isn’t going to fix this
- Finding companionship
- I did keep my chocolate chips
- Omniscient narrator
- I need you to help me grow
- I did a really hard thing once
- Talk about your feelings or we’re getting burritos and fat
- Ideally, what I should always keep in mind
- I always keep the people around that make me feel like I’m underwater
- I have the mentality of a Lego house
- If it looks easy now, it’s because some time has passed
- We are victims to our own devices
- I push people away before they get a chance to push me
- If I didn’t form human relationships, I’d be psychotic
- Freezing moments in time that mark a period when you weren’t you is just stupid
- My life exists within cardboard and plastic
- Failing is a fun concept. I love doing things wrong.
- I know who I am and that is a crappy writer
- Lies look so nice wrapped in that pretty ribbon
- Nobody likes you but that’s okay because you don’t like anybody either
- Adults treat you differently when you’re not their subordinate
- I found a place to be
- I don’t even know how to speak English
- Own your shit especially if it came out of your ass
- Wow, marriage is mad permanent dawg
- Love makes me cry but it’s okay ‘cause hate makes me laugh
- What if I acted like I knew what I was doing? Would you call me out on it?
- She was simply just a concept, baby, c’mon
- My kids will be awesome and I bet they’d beat your kids up (but I don’t condone violence so they wouldn’t really)
- One day, we’re going to have a computer do everything that a brain can’t and once you make a human limitless, I’m not sure what that means for our species
- Contemplation in the bathroom never ends well but sometimes something falls in the right place
- You have to follow your path, Pocahontas
- People are beautiful and we all have problems
- Don’t be a prick to people who don’t get paid nearly enough to deal with you
- A Note about Death which may or may not be as depressing as the anime (I wouldn’t know nor will I ever know)
Existential Crises
- I feel like I don’t value human interaction as much as I should
- I’m going nowhere
- I’m only as good as my SAT score says I am
- I’m a useful member
- Why am I holding myself back?
- Fitting the tangibility of the universe in my head
- There’s something more for me than just this
- “Make some hot chocolate and write a list of everything good in your life.”
- I am who people tell me I am
- When relationships ruin your self-esteem before they’ve even begun
- Everything happens for a reason (or we make the best out of accidents)
- Running from the past
- You’re never gonna figure it all out
- I’m not ready to lose my chocolate chips yet
- The thing I love most is making me feel dead inside
- You’re on the right path, even if you don’t know where you are
- I don’t trust anyone that can leave…that means all of you
- Sometimes I feel ugly; yeah, you and everybody else
- I’m gonna be okay
- Things that keep me up at night are arbitrary (any excuse would do)
- The ol’ financial crisis
- The ol’ financial crisis part 2
- We’ll meet again
- A seven year old taught me how to say goodbye
- I don’t mean to worry you but this sucks
- This still sucks.
- No, really, this hasn’t stopped sucking.
- I think I’m Thoreau reincarnated
- Midblawg crisis
- I want to be the wind ‘cause I can’t write, maybe I can blow
- Real problems start here
- I think there actually is something mentally and socially wrong with me
- Black Swan fucked me up
- I’m confident in not being sure
- Do I act independently?
- No, really, I think there’s something wrong with me
- Let’s go back, back to the beginning
- I’m a big girl in a bigger world
- This about sums it up
- I miss when I knew less
- I don’t even have problems, I just create them to feel different
- Emotional stability? Why have that when you can blog!
- What if I were crazy? Oh, right.
- People suck and then you die
- Define “adulthood”
- You have the memories, just let it go
- It’s not the days when I question my identity that worry me, it’s the one where I’ve affirmed myself that are concerning
The Good Ol’ Days
- I miss my dad and he hasn’t even gone anywhere
- You can’t change fantasies that never came true
- I had a dog whose name was Lassie
- Too bad being a teacher would have made me a kamikaze dip doozle
- I’m the King of Misfit Toys
- Wake up in the mornin’ feelin’ like kindergarten
- I have a Googlable skin condition
- Things I know about my wedding 1. I’ll dance with my dad
- Ever feel like you were wiser when you knew less?
- Can’t be more gone than dead
- Happy birthday, Daddy
- I needed you all there like water, breath, and rain. Maybe not all at once.
- Subconscious goal
- God damn, I’m old now
- Puberty was hard, at least I made it
- Lovers and friends I still can recall
- So this picture of a cat got real deep, real fast
- I still think you’re the strongest person I know
The Journey
- “So what’s the worst that could happen? I put myself out there and get trampled? Oh. Okay. I can see why I’d want to avoid that.”
- Will I finally find someone?
- All the times that I thought would last somehow
- You don’t need me to be whole (I don’t need you to be whole)
- A Christmas proposal: living vicariously
- “It’ll happen. I promise. You’re gonna find somebody.”
- How do I talk to people?
- Take action (and control)
- I like dark, complex men/lions
- I want to climb inside your head, is that weird?
- I will never be in love because nothing fucking terrifies me more
- He’s a legendary Pokemon — catch him
- Losing something you never had
- It’s like Tetris…or a puzzle…or a feeling…
- If I had to pinpoint where it started going wrong
- These things get resolved
- Where were you when everything was falling apart?
- And then I lost my self-worth in a staring contest with the ceiling
- My concepts aren’t shattered so that’s always a plus
- “It’s Cool, We Can Still Be Friends.” No, we can’t.
- I guess if you want to yell at me for feeling pain, that’d be cool and counterproductive
- Trying to find something that isn’t there is really hard
- I’ll figure out the inevitable eventually
- You changed in order to make me change and that’s okay
- I will make this as right as it can be (even if I know I’m right)
- I said goodbye in my own way
- It’s the time of the season for forgetting
- I’m a fruit
- If I can say goodbye to these, I can say goodbye to anything
- I can play dirty too
- At least I know I’m normal
- Everything is realigning again — false hope
- I can’t deny it anymore
- Bouncing back
- Too close to home
- Bitter is an ugly color on you
- Now will you cut it out or are you a masochist?
- If I was clairvoyant, I would have avoided it altogether
- I’ve done some crazy stuff. You’ll hear about it one day.
- That will never happen again and that’s okay
- I admit, I went about it kind of backwards but I still made it
- This was really supposed to be something else but I changed it like a dirty pair of pants
- If screwing JGL were an option, every girl would be all over that. Except her.
- I’m nothing like a Say Anything song
